HIII EVERYBADEH I.AM.BACK AND LIBERATED THAN EVER! :D

It has only been 5 days since the end of the Os and the beginning of such brash freedom! So much so that I am arrested by it...
YTD WAS GRAD NIGHT and the pictures will do for now I reckon. What to say!? We ate, laughed, talked, screamed, cheered, danced, grooved, posed, smiled, glittered, shone.. etc. etc. It was definitely smth to rmb our time in IJ by!
I CREATED FB hahahaha praise God I so did.
Well, those are just highlights but srsly thr's soo much that has happened I couldn't even begin to jot them down seriously. I'd rather them linger and swim in the familiar recesses of my mind where for once, I don't have to explain/rationalise everything into words and descriptions but I have the freedom and choice to play and ruminate and fantasize on them, unafraid, away from the light of scrutiny, in any form or fashion I deem fit. Perhaps that's why I seldom feel the urge to blog nowadays?... Idk... See I'm even using short forms which are SO unlike me! Well... all I'm gna say is CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR AND FRI WHOOHOO :) :) :)

On second thoughts: maybe I'll change blog url and blog only when I feel like it and not just to keep it moving like what I'm doing now. Sighhh I really dk and this really isn't an issue in my mind right now! So... whtv!

SHALOM ANYWAYZ!

'Scout, let's get us a baby.'
'Where?'
'There was a man Dill had heard of who had a boat that he towed across to a foggy island where all these babies were; you could order one-'
'That's a lie, Aunty said God drops 'em down the chimney. At least that's what I think she said. For once, Aunty's diciton had not been too clear.'
'Well that ain't so. You get babies from each other. But there's this man, too - he has all these babies just waitin' to wake up, he breathes life into 'em.... Dill was off again. Beautiful things floated around in his head. He could read two books to my one, but he preferred the magic of his own inventions. He could add and subtract faster than lightning, but he preferred his own twilight world, a world where babies slept, waiting to get gathered like morning lilies.'

Hi blog, i'm back! It's been a while apart and I thought I'd never blog again till O levels are over until I just had this creeping feeling to blog. School days are advancing into its all-time fast pace and I can feel the pressure mounting....
I like Dill. He is for me. I think the second part indirectly refers to God, what'd you think? Pastor said that babies are constantly saying "send me, send me" and it is God who breathes life into them. Exact same words; definitely not coincidence.
Harper Lee writes so beautifully I'd be happier if she was Chinese. . . . I just googled her. Her contributions to society are many and they shall never be forgotten. Her beautiful ability to string words to the hearts of readers is unbelieveable and I sincerely hope her works will continue to be remembered forever. It is people like her that really bless us by allowing us to view life from a whole new enriching level. Cheers, Harper Lee! : )
OKZ. Gtg read up on enzymes. Grace!

-Blessed night!

Whenever sadness dawns
don't let it pall,
don't wait to step beside it
and open wider, bigger, fuller those eyes
to see that there really are some things worth
laughing, smiling, loving over.
Feel glad.

:D :D :D :D :D 
Grace grace grace man! I'm so overflowing with His goodness from last night's AWESOME mid-week service. Praise God I went man, seriously. It really felt on top of the world simply entering God's house, with a knowing that 'this is my home'. Whoo! I'm so blessed to be under Pastor Prince's ministry. :)

God is so so faithful man! This post if dedicated to Him and His faithfulness! Yeah man, I am the light of the world, and I write with a purpose to glorify His name, so that all who come across my blog cannot help but fall in love with Jesus. :) I am a representative of Him! Praise God, man.

Woah it's so amazing to see God working through so many people's lives, radically transforming them every moment, from glory to glory. You can see this in the way people just keep coming to feed and feed that it was so crazy packed ytd! I mean c'mon la, why would people purposely take time off on a weekday night, knowing full well that they still had work the next day, and head for service in town?? But it's truly, absolutely and wholly the gospel of grace that attracts them and make them wanna come back for more la!! Nothing could be further from the truth. It's so amazing yknow, when you hear that people started queueing for seats since 4.30 when service only started at 7.30pm!! Ha ha you tell me man, how rich the gospel of truth is! I'm so proud and honoured to be in this church. That as the world gets darker, we the church is shining ever brighter! :D

God is so faithful! Yes I'll say it again: God is so faithful! It's really to His glory that I was able to go for service and I told Him to make it a rhema service for every child of His! And hallelujah, He truly hears every cry and answers it. Not only I found a word that spoke to me, Rachel, Bev, mother and aunty maureen too!! Woah, this is the work of God. And without a doubt, He filled each and every one of us to the max. I have never felt so joyful going out in the night as I have for last night! And what's best is that you're not only glad, but you are satisfied and filled after the service because you know that you've taken with you something so precious no other being can take away! :) :) Well, this is the word that spoke to me: 'Pursue and recover all!' Even though you have failed, it is not the end. God has the final word; you will not fail in the end! Awesome or what?! Really, God cannot be anymore precised. He is so, the accurate! Sighhhhhh. :) Like I failed my lit and it's a major blow 'cuz I've never failed it ever i my entire 4 years of taking it and I'm supposedly good at it. Believe that! And though I improved in my chem, I still failed by 5 marks. And my teacher said that 'you(I) cannot get an A1'. And I told Jesus like eh, she said that yknow! But I thank you you have the final say la, not her! And I can get an A1 because you can! (Omg this is a brand new revelation!) And like, that is exactly what Jesus reassured me through pastor!! -'God has the final say.' WOAHHHH :D :D :D Thank you Jesus :) Thank you that You love my just so much and I am treasured in your sight; I'm your precious stone. :) And thank you for reassuring me Jesus, I believe that and I thank you that my victory is sealed in your hands because you have the final say! Now that you've given me this word, I know that you're more than able and willing to perform it. I look forward to that breakthrough, Lord! Amen. Also, all the songs just spoke to me yesterday. Ahh so good so good. This is da life man! No comprimises - just The Best. :)

Also, I brought Jaime to church ytd! Who would have thought la I know, since we haven't spoken in so long. But all this is really God-planned. It came all so naturally and I thank Him for it. :) She enjoyed herself trems ytd, and just worshipped God with all that she is! And I brought her to the welcome lounge. :) I really love bringing people to God's house because their salvation is the best gift they can ever receive. :)

Oh oh and something else really kool! I really think Jesus is my lover la. 'Cause yknow when you meet yr lover/crush etc.etc, your heart pounds really fast right? For me, it's when i praise and worship God, my heart starts thumping like mad! Lol. It's like I know Jesus is present there with me with all the anointing, and I'm just so excited and eager to meet Him! Ha ha. Next time you can come feel my heart. Hee hee!

Mmm mm mmmmmm. I love my God. He is a miracle-working God. His grace is more than enough for me. Not by my wisdom; not by my strength. But through your power and amazing grace. :)

I particularly like this picture.

It shows Jesus: He is the ever-loving shepherd and I am His sheep. On your shoulders you bore me, by faith I now stand. And shoulders speak of strength. Upon His shoulders, I am above every circumstance and failure. I reign with Him!